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Preface …………………………………………………….Mirror image …………………………………………........On colors and nuns ……………………………………….Sold for 900 guilders………………………………………The entire roof flew off …………………………………..Meubelstreet 9 ……………………………………………..The death of granny Truus ………………………………..An unintended movie star …………………………………X + Y + …..? ………………………………………………Little White…………………………………………………A summer fair disappointment …………………………....Big granny and the whip of grandpa Van der Burght……Bertus Broer………………………………………………..The Austrian mountains……………………………………Married to Bertus Broer……………………………………The birth of Brenda………………………………………..Divorced from Bertus……………………………………...My acquaintance with Vincent…………………………….The true face of Vincent…………………………………..The first miscarriage………………………………………..Moved to the Pieter Langendijkstreet at Spangen…………Brenda’s epilepsy ………………………………………….The birth of Wendy…………………………………………By trial and error……………………………………………With Idi Amin in the White village…………………………Away from Idi Amin ……………………………………….The hatred germinated ……………………………………...And then came the darkness………………………………..The last drop that made my bucket spill……………………The downfall ……………………………………………Penitentiary Institution for Women (PIW) Overmaze …Court cases ………………………………………………Prison life in PIW Overmaze at Maastricht …………….Cervical cancer ………………………………………….The PIW at Breda ……………………………………….The PIW at Zwolle ………………………………………Also the nice things ……………………………………..If your body no longer wants …………………………..The PIW Amerswiel at Heerhugowaard ………………..The FOBA (Forensic Observational Counseling Ward)..The State Investigation Department (Rijksrecherche)….The Carousel towards the end of detention…………….My children ……………………………………………..My grandchildren………………………………………..Murderous women……………………………………….My art…………………………………………………….Epilogue………………………………………………….